Nasi Lemak

"Kol 8 nanti datang TDI. Makan. Taw?", Kak Wiwi whatsapp muncul.

"Kalo ammar datang skrg bole? Haha", soal aku sambil bergurau.

"Skrg xbole. hahaha. Kol8 k? Ade program lain ke? Ktorg bawak makanan dr umah puan ni." Kak Wiwi respon soalan tadi.

"Oh yeke?? Okay." aku mengalah je la. Hehe.

"Ade tomyam+udang+sotong. Udang black pepper. and kangkung. Semua puan yang masak", tambah Kak Wiwi lagi.

"Bole ke ammar makan? Ntah2 untuk akak2 je kot.", keraguan aku tiba. Hahaha

"Sekeh nak? Tggu sana kat kafe TDI. Awie ade skali nanti. Kita makan b'6 k.." Ayat yakin Kak Wiwi datang. Hahaha. Sekarang baru 7.35 malam. Lambat lagi. On lappy dulu. Ngadap Facebook jap. 

7.50 malam. Capai kunci kereta. Keluar bilik. Terus ke kereta dan start enjin kereta. 

"Ade mane?" Awie send mesej.

"Bru nak otw ni." balas aku sambil duduk dalam kereta yang belum bergerak lagi. 

Sampai je di TDI, nampak dah motor hijau si Awie. Terus ke ruang kafe. Duduk di meja yang Awie duduk. "Lame da ke?", soal aku.

"Baru je." balas Awie. "Takpe. Tunggu je. Biasa la tu. Perempuan. Make-up la tu.", tambah Awie sambil senyum sinis. Hahaha. Aku angguk saje. Faham sangat dah.

Dalam keramaian orang di kafe, satu mesej terlintas dalam kepala aku, 

"Awak, makan jom. TDI. Rindu nasi lemak kat ctu." ajakan si dia. 

"Nak yang ayam ke telur goreng je?" soal aku kepada dia. 

"Ikot awak. hee" balas si dia.

"Ok. Jom! Tggu kat TDI ey." terus naik basikal ke TDI.

"Mane awak?" tanya si dia yang tercari cari aku

"Baru sampai ni. Jap." balas aku yang baru je park basikal kat depan TF.

Whatsapp dari Kak Wana muncul memecah flashback tadi. hahaha "Ammar, mintak pinggan dengan sudu kat acik kafe tu bole?"

"OK! tapi segan ar.. hehehe", balas aku. Haihh. Rindu nasi lemak tu.

Hanya seketika

Mengadah ke langit. Angin sepoi sepoi bahasa petang menunggu senja. Hehe I like it. Situasi biasa bila aku kat atas jambatan tasik. Hmm..takde kerja nak buat. So lepak dengan D3100 diiringi Sony Walkman kat tasik la. Buat 'scene-capture' sikit. Melalak sorang sorang. Hahaha. Kali ni tak bersama Saga tapi bersama basikal kesayangan. hehe. How nostalgic.

These are the nights and the lights that we fade in

These are the words but the words aren’t coming out

They burn ‘cause they are hard to say

For every failing sun, there’s a morning after

Though I’m empty when you go

I just wanted you to know

That the world is ugly

But you’re beautiful to me

Are you thinking of me

Like I’m thinking of you

I would say I’m sorry, though

Though I really need to go

I just wanted you to know

The World Is Ugly berkumandang dalam telinga. Tengah syok ambil shot tiba-tiba teringat suara tu. 

"I'll never leave you alone. Ayat awak dulu kan? Terharu bila baca balik. TQ awak!! hee"

Bibir mengukir senyuman. Tapi hanya seketika. Sebab benda yang dah lama. Tutup kamera, tengok jam. Nak dekat maghrib dah. Bangun terus ke basikal. Then terus ke kolej.

Fake Your Death

Some people watch

Some people pray

But even lights can’t fade away.

Some people hope

Some people pay

But why'd we have to stay?

'Cause even here

We're scared to bruise

Or any misery you choose

You like to watch

We like to use

And we were born to lose

I choose defeat

I walk away

And leave this place

The same today

Some like to sleep

We like to play

Just look at all that pain

You want the heart

Or to be saved

But even good guys still get paid

So watch my back

And keep the blade

I think it got you laid

So fake your death

Or it’s your blame

And leave the lights on when you stay

Take off your clothes

And dream that fate

Come on and feel that shame

I choose defeat

I walk away

And leave this place

The same today

Some like to sleep

We like to play

Just look at all that pain

Just look at all that pain [x3]

Just give me all that pain [x3]

I choose defeat

I walk away

And leave this place

The same today

Some like to sleep

We like to play

Just look at all that pain

Omedetou!

Salam sejahtera semua blogger!! hee

Tak mau taip panjang panjang

Sebenarnya perasaan bercampur baur

Happy, sedih, risau, suka dan duka.

Apapun memang happy 

bila dapat tahu member ramai dapat tahu

ramai member sambung ijazah sarjana muda

Normal for me

Sebab memang rasa happy 

tengok member happy

Macam macam ragam hehe

Masing masing nervous nak masuk U

Congrates guys! Omedetou minna!

Good luck for the next journey.

June this year maybe last moment

For me, them, us.

In shaa Allah. we'll meet again.

 ^_^

p/s-sm: thanks for being part of my life in 2 years. thanks for everythings. congrates anyway. Cita cita anda tercapai. last from me -->BE a good daughter. a good sister. a good friend. a good teacher. a good wife. a good mother. -maihanisqazaljinlongihacip-

Sah? Alhamdulillah

Yaaa.. Tanggal 29 Januari 2014, saya telah pun sah untuk bersama-sama dengan si 'dia'. Uuuuu. Siapakah? Kesian member yang duk tanye kat fb sebab update status yang kabur serta samar-samar gitu. hahahahaha Ayat memang tak boleh bla beb. Macam baru lepas kahwin der. hahahaha Tak pasal kena sound dengan member kat Inbox sebab tak jemput. Perghhhh Terpaksa gak explain satu satu dalam inbox tu. Hahahahaha Padan muka!

Sebenarnya status tu merujuk pada kejayaan aku mendapatkan lesen kereta FULL! hahaha da expired since November 2013 lagi. See?? Selama ni aku bawak kereta secara haram. Tak sah di sisi undang undang. Hahahaha nasib baik takde kena tahan kat roadblock. kalau tak, naye beb naye. hahhaahaha so sekarang ni tiada keraguan untuk bersama Saga tu. hee.

Maaf kepada yang salah sangka. Maaf sangat sangat.

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